Please bear with me… I would like to steal a small (or rather a large) portion of this part to say how much I am feeling right now. How much a person can give and love… and how much I am thankful to all those who have stayed by my side…
This chapter 16 is dedicated so many beautiful souls who I am blessed to have met and been and is still part of my life:
To my three little Angels: Annie, Bea and Seth for being there and sending me those dear and warm messages… and to all of you – who have been there for me and are so open to talk to and are ready shoulders for me to lean on and cry on…
Thank you my dear Angels for giving me the courage and for making me smile despite the hard and painful feelings of my heart…
I am quite alright now.
To all of you in here who have cried with me in chapter 15… who have felt that pain, that agony… that feeling… and for giving their shoulders and ears and eyes for me… please bear in mind that loving a person is one of the most crucial thing in life…
It’s the highlight of being a person – trusting your life, heart, spirit and soul to a stranger… someone who have promise you forever…
Dearest all, please be careful to whom you’re going to give your heart too – for that person has the power to hurt you…
And when you say you love a person: TRUST HIM. TRUST HER. Give him time, space and trust them. A relationship with trust will build a very strong foundation. And don’t be spoiled (like me)… I learn a lot and will continue to learn a lot more… Just trust…
Like what Cupid said to Psyche: Love cannot live if there’s no trust…
Thank you all… I am so honored to have you in my life…
To my Family:
To my Beloved Mama – Madre Mia – Lo siento mucho for all the troubles… for all the hardship you feel when I was there away from you. When I cried – you didn’t blame me – but you welcome me. You took care of me. You open you beautiful warm wings… los alas… I came back and you… shelter me once more… and you gave me courage and spirit… you never accused me of anything.
I can never wish for a mother like you.
You and Mommy – my Madam – are the best and loving mothers a child can ask for. I was blessed with the both of you.
Madre Mia, though you are not my real mother – you gave so much. For someone like me… Muchas gracias Madre amor…
Mommy, Madam… thank you for never shouting at me, for giving me an extension on my wings… for hugging me and for shedding tears to someone like me…
Muchas Gracias Madre Mia Y Madam.
To my Hermana Alma, muchas gracias… thank you so much for being there and for being the so strong and for being the best elder sister to us… you are our hero. Adam and I adore you so much. Thank you for the wonderful messages and for being there always… right now, I’m at the verge of impulsive decision last time… but maybe this experience will teach me to plan things ahead before doing something. I am learning hermana… gracias once again my bella amor.
To my Hermana Ava… sister you and I are so not always the best of friend but you were there for me when I am down and I am in love. You in your own way shed a tear for me… your miles away but your constant care and email brought so much warmth in my heart… Muchas gracias hermana mia… and to your fiancé, Greg-nicchan – hermano. Thank you so much for caring for me, even though we are miles apart – you have given me so much advice and are ready to fight for me if ever my King will make me cry… thank you for being the brother I always wanted. Take care of my Hermana Ava – she is my most precious sister… don’t make her cry… (or I will roast you to crisp, and chop you and bury you in our garden)
To my cousin Chi… nee, muchas gracias… you are a very beautiful person and I wish you all the happiness and greatness of this life… gracias for staying with me… for giving me the comfort and for being a sweet cousin… yeah, I love that song… but I can never be in love with my best friend… he is – will always be my best friend… no more – no less…
To my sexy, drop-dead gorgeous friends: Maria Morena and Dian (my moony). Thank you for being there. For giving me the best advice, and for being honest, especially you my Maria. You are one great woman. Many men will love you for your warmth and when you love – you love so dearly – especially to us your friends… you cry for me… I love you. You and Dian are so special… the best thing that ever happen to me… Muchas Gracias my dearest for being there and for the support.. you just don’t know how you have saved me…
Teryl, Gilbert and my best of friend of so many years Ivan… Ban-chan… nee, thank you. The college life has been so much fun because you guys were there. Ban-chan, thank you so much and to your beautiful Mother who have accepted me to her home. Thank you for adopting me when I was alone and for giving me so much security. Ban-chan, no matter what you are my best of friend. I am so proud and lucky to have you in my life. You and your cold yet warm at the same time attitude makes me so damn lucky I have you in my life. You are always there for me. You never leave me. Thank you Ban-chan.
To my very own Adam. Bocchan… arigato. You are so sweet, you are young but have the knowledge and the capacity to understand me. I am so lucky to be the auntie of a very special, brave, intelligent kid. Sweetheart… thank you for giving me strength and the warm hug I always needed when Auntie was so down and no energy left... Sweetheart time will come when you can read this Heart of Promise and know you are well loved by many… and yes dear, Wolfram is very much loved. I know you love and find Wolfram far more prettier than anyone. I will print this for you… when you reached the right age.
And this part… to the man I dedicate my life…
My Beloved King… Thank you for saving me. For forgiving me from my folly and harsh decision. You have given me time – to think of so many things. You have been so mature and forgiving and you have been so loving and honest.
Gii. I am the most shy woman you have ever known. I am not showy – I don’t like holding hands, hugging, nor kissing especially in public. I am selfish, I am spoiled, I am lazy and I am possessive… but you have accepted me… and taught me things I was so blind to see. You are so honest in telling me my follies and my mistakes – you in your firm and King-like voice told me that everything you said is not because you were angry – but it’s the truth. Thank you – because of your honesty – I am learning. I am learning so much…
Thank you for being the matured one…
Yeah, I think I have overdone so many things. I am impulsive, quick-tempered, shy, demanding, worrywart and so on… but instead of you ignoring it – you told it to my face – because you don’t want me to be seen as that kind of person. And because you don’t want me to be hurt. Thank you sweetheart for the honesty.
You have been so loving to me… I was so sorry. I made a very terrible mistake… I have no idea that I destroyed something so precious – but you are so caring and understanding – you pick me up and pick the pieces I destroyed… you hug me and touched my ears, saying in your warmth voice: ‘I love you.’
I know I have placed a heavy responsibility to you.
Yet you only smile at me and told me you love me…
Gii… Sweetheart.
Thank you.
I am thanking the Lord God for our fates have crossed.
This weeks without you by my side will be torture… I don’t know when we will see each other again… but please take good care of yourself and always… always know that I am in love with you.
You may not be my Double Black King – for you have the amazing soft brown eyes and black white hair… but you are my Original King.
I love you.
I miss you. I miss you. I miss you.
I truly love you.
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AnnaFrey.
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All rights belong solely to the creator, Tomo Takabayashi (writer/ author) and Temari Matsumoto (mangaka) and Studio Deen (anime and OVA producer/ production).
And neither do I make any money from this story.
* Disclaimer: I do not own any Spells/ Magical objects from the book Harry Potter.
All rights belong solely to the writer J.K. Rowling.
And neither do I make any money from this story.
* Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction.
Any resemblance to any real people (living, dead, or stolen by fairies), or to any real animals, gods, witches, countries, and events (magical or otherwise) is just blind luck, or so I hope.
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